flip a coin…

Just flipped a coin to help me decide what to do with my life.

Either stay here in Vancouver (in my comfort zone), take that management position (in the job I love - it’s vegan friendly, organic, a small business, focused on being environmental friendly and on helping people to get healthy with raw cold pressed organic juices, great team) and immigrate to Canada.

I always dreamt of having a small vegan café or a vegan bakery… just didn’t expect to get that opportunity so soon, when there’s also so many other things that I want to do and experience.

Or to leave in one month as planned to go on the camping trip of my life (into the wild!) and to more countries after that. (iceland! france! nepal! thailand! australia! and many more.)

I’m torn between two lives, two lifestyles that I love both…

Well, I asked a roommate and he told me to flip a coin.

I flipped it three times and every single time the answer was “travel.”

get out of the comfort zone. but I’m scared as heck.

what if you suddenly get the opportunity to do all the things you once only dreamt of… at once?

Soul Shifting


Soul Shifting; The magical ability to shift a soul from one being to something else.


Parts of me have been lost for so long.

"I know I’m not going to find myself unless I allow myself follow the path I am supposed to."

I’m scared to grow into who I am born to be.

I’m afraid of what others will think.

But change is a part of life and I accept that.

And I am changing.

I am soul shifting.

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What I’m really terrified of is leading an average, ordinary life with a regular job and an invariable routine, planned holidays, an average household, fixed responsibilities and not doing anything different to be remembered by.


(via stuck-in-the-mainstream)

"If anyone could be a bear whisperer, it would be you.I can totally see u doing it!"

- Rez

thinking a lot today…

thinking a lot… because of certein events, because my room mate left, because someone had a car accident, because of you.

life is too short to be worrying. life is too short for regrets. it can be over so fast. do what you love, follow your dreams… and do it now. don’t be scared of taking risks.

You can not own me.

You can not own me. You can only let me be.

You cant make a plan about a future with me. I am unpredictable and you could never be sure if I would stay with you, a bit like a cat.

Though you should know that I will always be with you and that I will always love you… but the form of my presence may change or our relationship. We might never talk again because it hurts too much (i hope that is not going to be the case), but please believe me that the way i love you will never change. i just want you to be happy, no matter if that life includes me or not. if you want a wife, a family and children… i am probably not the right person for you. but you know what? if youre looking for perfect you will never find it. i am far from perfect and i am not what you are looking for. but i am real and i like the way i am and i will not change for anyone but myself and god.

if that is not what you want, than i want you to move on, to forget me, and to find someone who can give you what you are looking for, and to be happy.

sometimes it seems like people only understand what they want to understand…

let me be.

please let me go, let me fly, let me be happy.

let me follow my dreams, let me be free. it’s in my nature. don’t try to change what i am, let me be… i beg you, let me be. let me be happy.

one of my room mates left today to finally leave for his travels. i was almost as exited as he was. it just reminded me of myself when i am leaving for a new adventure and it made me realize how much i need that and how happy it makes me (yes, i spent the rest of the dreaming about mountains… soon i will be there). oh, he looked so happy in his backpack, ready to meet his beloved ones again after a long time.

i want to apologize to all the women i have called beautiful
before i’ve called them intelligent or brave
i am sorry i made it sound as though
something as simple as what you’re born with
is all you have to be proud of
when you have broken mountains with your wit
from now on i will say things like
you are resilient, or you are extraordinary
not because i don’t think you’re beautiful
but because i need you to know
you are more than that

rupi kaur  (via thatkindofwoman)

Thank you.

(via trufflinjas)


i usually don’t reblog, but… this.i had to.

(via my-fresh-beginning)

When the only thing more impossible than to leave is to stay.

I want to tell the people that I’m close to so badly about what I want to do, I want to ask for their advice.

But I don’t, because I know that they would try to stop me because they think it’s too dangerous, too foolish and they would tell me that I couldn’t.

Well, I’m gonna do it anyway, because something inside me tells me I have to. And that everything will be fine. And if not, than that’s how it was meant to be.

But I would rather die doing what I love than live a life long being haunted by regrets and lies that I’m telling myself.

Is it suicidal if the thing you love is something where the chances of getting lost and dying are supposedly higher than when you’re following a conventional lifestyle? Or is it the only thing that actually makes you live?

some recent sketches.